unforgotten day of my life

its nearly 3 am liao la.~~~
lol~~~
still cant sleep ~~~
dunno y~~~
i ady finish chating wit my honey liao arr~~
haha^^
honey de voice so cute nia~~~kaka^^
but y i still cant sleep~~~
lol~~==''

or mayb juz now i juz remind tat my dad scold me when i was 12~~
tat was the worst day of my life ~~i cant 4get tat day~~coz tat is the 2nd time my dad punish me like dis~~~the 1st time was when i 9 year old~~~

these all punishment is juz all about "MONEY"
y???
coz i stole money from my dad~~~==
my dad punish me by wood~~
tat hurt~~cried~~
wuu~~~T.T
aiyo~~~
so long time liao~~
see i still remember~~~
ish~~~
y juz cant let me forgot ??
is hard 2 4gt~~~
haiz~~~
these cases 4 me is my night mare~~~
i very scare ~~
when i thnk i feel tat i am so useless ~~
like a stupid fool son ~~
i oway make them dissapointed~~~
haiz~~i hate it~~
i dun wan happen ~~
but wat should i do~~
keep studying??
keep wasting their money??
i wan freedom~~
do wat i like~~
but it cant~~~
god had gave me many chances~~~
to make them feel proud~~~



wat i wan is my parent proud~~
but i done well when i was primary~~
now secondary ~~~
i make them dissapointed~~~
haiz~~~
mayb god had gave me the last chances~~
god had give me a class which is very good~~"pure science class"
my pmr result was worst~~~no "A"~~~
but i can jump in dis kind of professional class~~
its miracle~~~
its unbelievable!!
when i got home i told my parent n sibling~~
they were so happy tat i had study in a good class~~
mayb dis chances is make me 2 proof myself!
thx god 4 gaving me~~~
haiz~~~
but i must work harder!!!
so tat parent will feel proud!!!
wakaka!!!!!



ok liao la~~~
if i din go sleep~~
sure my honey will kill me~~~
hehe^^
honey i go sleep liao oo^^
nitez~~~muak^^wakaka